Our women had been disturbed with a certain agenda--being smart to compete with mankind or stay dim to highlight mankind / be the garnish of mankind?
Of course, it's more about personal choice; but somehow it causes me concerned: "with all these responsibilities, maternal duties, sexual expectation of the society, and so on; how can we finally find the way to balance them out?"
Major dilemma, being a smart , self-confident woman with lots of compliments, honour, etc, but in every single minute, she has to face the difficulties alone, being extremely lonely(mentally ), with no secured shoulders to lean/cry on, no hugs to be comforted. In that sense of being intelligent, is it really a gift?
Unfortunately, we are way used to push ourselves to be tougher, better, stronger; for we have certain phobia of being silly, common cow, or anything else. And therefore, it is like an endless circle, which scaffolding up our depression, and so on and on.
Cynicism? No, it's just a cruel reality which keeps us in these hopeless, pathetic place. Abandoning? escaping? or avoiding the coming responsibilities? No! Never in a million years, being as a woman with those messed-up/ so-called intelligent mind, I will never give up, but keep on going and struggling.
2008-06-10 @ 14:53