It was as well November in 1999, I broke my heart.
9 years later, still in November, same reasons were delivered to break my heart.
But why can't I cry?
I believed i would be sad, I thought i wouldn't be fine in a day or two.
But now i am here, being rational, calm, and functioning, why?
I slept, i woke up, i came to office and I worked.
Things stay how they used to be, only I re-become alone.
It is indeed a funny note to state, being alone as before or as after it happened?
I was alone, I am alone, to explore it deeper, there is nothing has ever changed.
So I joke, i laugh.
If life is supposed to be as weather, I will wait for rainbow after rain!
I don't blame, I don't hate, I am taking it just as I used to be.
I am indeed, as they said, a woman too calm to be held.
