http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/This stop---Exeteren-EUhttp://backend.userland.com/rss092http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/87/f337334020625c1b14f53ecf3d543b_160x200.jpg <p>"Really, Im looking for something serious!!!" I said<br> "Yeah right, you chicken" you disagreed<br> "Seriously, Im ready to get married tomorrow!!!!"<br> "Keep on talking, sister! You're never ready."<br> "Hey, at Grad 4, i mentioned it in my composition ' MY AMBITION IS TO BECOME A BRIDE!!!'. On the other hands, those who said they wanna be doctors, lawyers, or what else, they all ended up being someones' wives "<br> "THAT'S BECAUSE THEY COULDN'T CARRY ON THEIR DREAMS......" you laughed.<br> "So.....let's conclude that i am serious about my future!!!"<br> "No, that's totally different things"<br> "Come on, you shall introduce some decent GOOD men, and you will see"<br> "Damn it, how dare you said i never did! Remember AAA, what did you say about him?"<br> "Erm, he stared at me !!!"<br> "And BBB? "<br> "Come on, his EXs look so bitchy. You can see how bad his taste was...or probably still is bad!"<br> "Right, and CCC?"<br> "Too young...."<br> "Bullshit, 2 DAYS younger!!!!"<br> "Whatever!!!"<br> "Then will you marry me?"<br> "I got to go!!!"<br> "Chicken!!!"<br> "Amen!"</p> <p>..........................Another day.........................</p> <p>"How is you Love life? " You broke the silence<br> "With my supervisor........still and firm!!!" I said!<br> "How is your future husband?"<br> "Not yet born"<br> "I am thinking of introducing you a nice Dutch guy."<br> "Why not Italian, since you are there??"<br> "Noooooo! Italian aint good, Dutch is nicer and better."<br> "Come on! That's because Dutchs are stupid!!!"<br> "..............."<br> "Sorry, again too honest for my own sake!"<br> "Want it or not?"<br> "No! I don't wanna hear someone coughing his throat out all day !"<br> "You are gonna die alone!"<br> "blah blah blah....."</p> <p>.................................Another day...............................</p> <p>"Actually, I've been thinking how come you can stay single?" you said.<br> "Shoot...that aint a question!" i answered<br> "You are a chicken!"<br> "That isn't news....say something new!"<br> "What exactly you want?"<br> "I want PRINCE CHARMING....."<br> "Okay, you like frogs!"<br> "......................"<br> "It's okay, we all like frogs, only i like it fried!!"<br> "......................"</p> <p>...............................Another day..................................</p> <p>"No more love issues asked!" I stop your curiosity<br> "Excuser!!" you said<br> "No, I am not!"<br> "Then tell me what exactly you have been busy?"<br> "Being busy...."<br> ".................."</p> <p>..............................Another day................................</p> <p>"Why didn't you go for the farewell party?" you asked in a dreadful tone.<br> "I didn't want to lie!" I said.<br> "What's the lie about?"<br> "If i ever said 'Im gonna miss you'..."<br> "............"</p> <p>(To be continued...)</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/06/08/have-a-laugh-6262353/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/06/08/have-a-laugh-6262353/Mon, 08 Jun 2009 13:46:26 +0200 <p>"You slow down your progress, what happened?" THE Boss asked.<br> "Well, I had been this and that, then this and that..." I answered.<br> "..............." he stuttered.<br> "..............." I smiled.</p> <p>"I never ask anyone of you to tell me your life, but from now on, you have to..."<br> "Huh?"<br> "Not detail, but you need to let me know where you go, who you see, what you do." he added.<br> "But...."<br> "Yes, I have to know!" </p> <p>Hours of discussion later...</p> <p>"Are you really that into relationship?"<br> "Hmm..."<br> "Well, you are aware of there are extremely scarce research about it?"<br> "I've noticed, it's going to be tough, but I love my subject."<br> (lots debate, discussion, and personal issues sharing)<br> "So, i wish you seriously think of it"<br> "I screwed up my own relationship indeed, but it doesn't mean I can't face it and get my research done!?"<br> "I know you can, but at this moment, you need to be sure."<br> "Inner conflict?"<br> "well, if it's still going with the phenomenological approach, there will be!"<br> "............."<br> "Textual approach works too"<br> "............."<br> "Come with your decision, and I'll see you next Friday!"<br> "I will think about it"<br> "Take care, and make sure you let me know YOUR LIFE"<br> "Thank you, i will try"</p> <p>I know there is always easy way out, less painful alternative.<br> But what if that is something Ive longed for, shall i give up like that?<br> In 7 days, A decision has to be made. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/22/you-slow-down-your-progress-what-happened-the-boss-asked-6156755/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/22/you-slow-down-your-progress-what-happened-the-boss-asked-6156755/Fri, 22 May 2009 10:57:39 +0200 <p>Mom~ Happy Birthday.<br> There are things i never said, maybe because i was just so headstrong, so pretended, but you must know I Love you, even cross oceans. You are the coolest mom i could never expect anyone better. I LOVE YOU!!!!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/15/mommy-happy-birthday-6119301/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/15/mommy-happy-birthday-6119301/Fri, 15 May 2009 10:47:12 +0200 <p>People they are meant to be together always find their ways in the end.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/12/what-if-6101945/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/12/what-if-6101945/Tue, 12 May 2009 11:55:20 +0200 <p>I can clearly remember, in the winter of 2007, I visited the Baafskathedral, the Cathedral of the town-- Ghent, in Belgium. In there, i shared one of my thoughts of maybe being baptised with a friend.<br> "Recently lost friendships, love or what?" he so replied.<br> Indeed, why i even thought of that? By the time, i was content, satisfied with whatever i had in my life.<br> Though i must admit whenever i got stuck in my study or some personal issues, sitting in our humble Cathedral always comforts me and calms me down.<br> I love the smell of our Cathedral and its peacefully quite environment, that help me thinking.<br> But that could be very lame for the reason of being baptised. </p> <p>Few months later, I heard the story from a friend. She turned herself into a extreme religionist simply because of losing the relationship. </p> <p>Things kept on happening, more and more friends started looking for The Faith.<br> Some are forced to have a religion because of maybe better future.<br> Some are simply because they enjoy having a faith to lean on.<br> Some are using religion as a passive way to escape from reality. </p> <p>For me, having a religion could be easy, could be somehow very hard.<br> Sounds like a paradox, doesn't it? </p> <p>Maybe, meats are just too good to give up, even for a religion, a faith.<br> So, I can never be a buddhist, or Taoism .<br> Being a Catholic or Christian may appeal to me, since I can still have my meaty meal and occasional drink.<br> However, the problem is, I believe in Mazu--the Goddess of pilgrim more than i believe in Jesus.</p> <p>Therefore, it leads me to think of this, "Is having A religion a necessity?"<br> Do we have to live within a certain religion?<br> If religions brings us inner worth, peace and fulfillment, then why we have to choose?<br> To choose a side to stand, to believe, to live with?<br> The question remains unsolved. </p> <p>I may be a atheism, but i respect all religions, and their followers. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/11/the-religion-itself-6099809/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/11/the-religion-itself-6099809/Mon, 11 May 2009 23:32:47 +0200 <p>I leave it blank and let the music tell.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/09/title-6087135/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/09/title-6087135/Sat, 09 May 2009 16:37:02 +0200 <p>If i could simplify everything as you did.<br> I would tell you I want to be with you regardless of whatsoever.<br> I lied myself to see if there is anything else could distract my heart from feeling towards you, i was so wrong.<br> If I could blind myself from those obvious difficulties.<br> I would tell you I want to love you regardless of whatsoever. </p> <p>I swore to God long ago that i will wait for you till I'm 30.<br> And i will keep my promise. </p> <p>We never argued when we were face to face.<br> If i have to have any form of relationship, i want the one holds my hands will still be you. </p> <p>The truth is, i may not yet understand what I want, who I am looking for.<br> But you are where my thoughts go hiding. You are the every comfort I could ask for.<br> I miss you, and your firm shoulder that i always feel safe to rest on.<br> You are the first person i wish to share my joy with.<br> You are the one i wish to tell my sadness with whenever i am down.<br> I could have been through all the things because i knew you care about me. </p> <p>It took me quite a long while to learn this, to bless is also called love.<br> So my dear, go and look for your happiness.<br> You have my love, my blessing, and I wish you to be happy with or without me.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/04/the-truth-is-6059849/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/05/04/the-truth-is-6059849/Mon, 04 May 2009 23:39:39 +0200 <p>You asked me, what you are so angry at and why?<br> I say: How could I ever not to be angry??</p> <p>This is the era when people stop thinking serious but only having fun and enjoying the "moments".<br> Hey, life is about more than 50 years, sometimes 60 to 80 if you are lucky. </p> <p>Children are expected less, no more chronological history but only blogging or twitter.<br> No more beautiful minds and lovely poet, but saturday nights crazy parties.<br> Nobody even bothers to spell words right or speak properly.<br> No more responsibility to whatever matter to one or others, works or even simply one's life.<br> Wasting time gossip, talking absolutely nonsense are becoming main theme of one's life.<br> No ones even cares there are people suffering in certain part of world? Even worse, more and more people don't even know there are other countries apart from the one they are living. </p> <p>Tell me, with all those filthy fact, how could I not to be angry!?<br> I am angry, because lots of people like me had long noticed but just let it get worse.<br> I am angry, because if we, as society expect us to be, don't pay attention and find the way to improve, what would our next generation would be like?<br> I am angry, because I'm still holding the hopes. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/04/01/yes-i-am-angry-5868953/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2009/04/01/yes-i-am-angry-5868953/Wed, 01 Apr 2009 00:10:31 +0200 <p>If God ever gave me a special gift, I believe that is my thought.<br> Sometimes, I wonder, why people have to suffer to write a touched story?</p> <p>I thought it over and over again, and I realised, the touched part wasn't the story itself, but the feelings and strongest affection which underpinned the whole story. We suffer because we complicate things. We ache because of the endless loop of being in confusion. If logic has overwhelmed our minds, we become heartless which as human-beings, as "persons", we have had been scared of turning into it. We feel, because we are not just as a human being which only requires basic conditions to survive but as a person who needs to be completed with a variety of needs, which of course emotional, physical, psychological and so on. </p> <p>Whatever happens in our daily life, it has reasons. Because we are so afraid of seeing the truth, accepting reality, and confronting difficulties, we tend to complicate things, and so we run with a suffering heart. </p> <p>Things could have been extremely easy, as the computing language as basic psychological principles, it is a none-or-all world. </p> <p>To simplify, to understand, we are animals indeed, but the rational ones. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/12/01/rationale-5144578/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/12/01/rationale-5144578/Mon, 01 Dec 2008 14:25:29 +0100 <p>It was as well November in 1999, I broke my heart.<br> 9 years later, still in November, same reasons were delivered to break my heart.<br> But why can't I cry?<br> I believed i would be sad, I thought i wouldn't be fine in a day or two.<br> But now i am here, being rational, calm, and functioning, why?<br> I slept, i woke up, i came to office and I worked.<br> Things stay how they used to be, only I re-become alone.<br> It is indeed a funny note to state, being alone as before or as after it happened?<br> I was alone, I am alone, to explore it deeper, there is nothing has ever changed.<br> So I joke, i laugh.<br> If life is supposed to be as weather, I will wait for rainbow after rain!</p> <p>I don't blame, I don't hate, I am taking it just as I used to be. </p> <p>I am indeed, as they said, a woman too calm to be held. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/11/28/november-5125910/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/11/28/november-5125910/Fri, 28 Nov 2008 13:27:54 +0100 <p>In 16th Century, there is a proverb. it says: Trouble brings Experience, and experience brings wisdom. how true it is. </p> <p>in fact, I would prefer to say, indeed, trouble brings experience, but it would depend on how much effort you put in to deal with it, and learn from it. That's where the wisdom comes from. </p> <p>Life has changed a lot since the very first day of being in Japan. From being an absolutely boring PhD students to an lovable happy young woman, that is quite a change, isn't it?</p> <p>Now, days in Japan is counting down down, less than 100 days.<br> My babies, I love being here with you, but somehow I miss something and someone there. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/07/06/life-is-changed-for-good-4412677/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/07/06/life-is-changed-for-good-4412677/Sun, 06 Jul 2008 23:54:12 +0200 <p>Our women had been disturbed with a certain agenda--being smart to compete with mankind or stay dim to highlight mankind / be the garnish of mankind? </p> <p>Of course, it's more about personal choice; but somehow it causes me concerned: "with all these responsibilities, maternal duties, sexual expectation of the society, and so on; how can we finally find the way to balance them out?"</p> <p>Major dilemma, being a smart , self-confident woman with lots of compliments, honour, etc, but in every single minute, she has to face the difficulties alone, being extremely lonely(mentally ), with no secured shoulders to lean/cry on, no hugs to be comforted. In that sense of being intelligent, is it really a gift?</p> <p>Unfortunately, we are way used to push ourselves to be tougher, better, stronger; for we have certain phobia of being silly, common cow, or anything else. And therefore, it is like an endless circle, which scaffolding up our depression, and so on and on. </p> <p>Cynicism? No, it's just a cruel reality which keeps us in these hopeless, pathetic place. Abandoning? escaping? or avoiding the coming responsibilities? No! Never in a million years, being as a woman with those messed-up/ so-called intelligent mind, I will never give up, but keep on going and struggling.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/06/10/being-intelligent-as-a-gift-or-a-curse-4296146/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/06/10/being-intelligent-as-a-gift-or-a-curse-4296146/Tue, 10 Jun 2008 09:36:55 +0200 <p>If there is a thing called "Destiny", and everything in our life is scheduled long before. Then what about the thing we call "effort"?</p> <p>So downcast, so depressed.<br> I am, after all, a woman, a weak and the lost one!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/06/09/destiny-4293101/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/06/09/destiny-4293101/Mon, 09 Jun 2008 16:07:05 +0200 <p>Since when people can not take the truth anymore? I was wandering.<br> No, we would never be able to, the answer is. </p> <p>Every day, we are playing to be someone not as ourself, even we thought we are.<br> Every moment, we are trying to escape from the tough reality and problems, even we behaved as we are confronting to.<br> Every turning point of our life, we are avoiding the coming responsibility, even we altruistically believed we are doing for good.</p> <p>The so-called happily-ever-after thoughts no longer exist, but replaced by cruel fact of hurting , lying, and whatsoever. </p> <p>What a pathetic planet we are living!<br> True, sweetheart, you are right, we should blame Disney!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/25/awake-from-slumber-4219470/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/25/awake-from-slumber-4219470/Sun, 25 May 2008 13:30:48 +0200 <p>I was wandering, if human emotion could be linear?<br> Most of time, people's emotional life ain't linear like having an incidental event can't just suddenly bring peace to us. Then we've been told that "I guess you have to try. When things come down to that, what kind of choices you have?". Since 1980s, many aspects of emotion have become hot subjects in psychology, but "WHY people are emotional" this area has been relatively neglected. We've been talked enormously by investigating children's living phenomenon, but less studies in adults. The concept of self, self-identities, the socialization, and so on. The easiest way to say about it is, we are born to attached with certain things/ persons/ places, no one is exceptional. Once the attachment is breaking down, emotion is getting changed. There is a learning curve, but again, not linear. </p> <p>So here, a toast to our cursed mind, "one way or another, we are screwed" !!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/23/emotion-4211343/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/23/emotion-4211343/Fri, 23 May 2008 11:26:44 +0200 <p>It's been days after this tragic earthquake happened in Sichuan, an rich and beautiful province of China. Had this bad news almost at the first minute when the tragedy happened, for daddy was just right on the flight and waiting for landing on Sichuan. What things would have changed if the earthquake had happened 15 minutes delayed while my father has landed? There is always complex for me about the issues toward Chinese. To distinguish innocent people from Authorities somehow is more likely a struggle. Their plight might have touched my heart. However by thinking of the issues towards basic human rights related to recent protest of Tibet, I must admit, I became a completely cold-hearted person.</p> <p>After few days calmed down, I then realized that I have in fact been in mistake profoundly. For we are sharing this planet, even we were born in different countries or with different cultures, we are all in the fact of being human. Let politics be politics, and only. </p> <p>Therefore, let's pause in act of remembrance for the those victims, and pray the peace and bliss will be delivered for their families.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/20/pause-in-act-of-remembrance-for-the-eart-4197027/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/20/pause-in-act-of-remembrance-for-the-eart-4197027/Tue, 20 May 2008 09:35:33 +0200 <p>The reality is quite a dilemma, so as this Frankenstein Science as you addressed.<br> Science has its own scientific way. Only when it comes with server moral issues, argument is arisen. Stem cell research has been in the spot light for years, participants in trials of clinic research either benefit from it or in the obvious another situation. The point is not about that if we should continue the research or have this bills passed, but the humaneness issues. </p> <p>Jodi Picoult 2004 wrote a fiction about saviour siblings, <em>'My sister's keeper'<br> </em>, which describes deeply the inside story of being a born saviour. However, take this thought into concern, when keeping babies' cord blood becomes a fashionable stream, why people will believe Controlling this kinda science research is urged and crucial? </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/19/to-comment-the-frankenstein-science-by-h-4193514/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/19/to-comment-the-frankenstein-science-by-h-4193514/Mon, 19 May 2008 12:37:05 +0200 <p>We are all writing our story of our life. We want to know how it's 'about'.<br> Coincidentally had a pretty interesting remark from a friend, it reminded me a book I read before, "<em>what should I do with my life?</em>" by Po Bronson. He said in the beginning of the book, "The obvious Questions don't have obvious Answers" which sounds paradox but quite a nice view of our life. Lots questions we have been asking for ourselves, what are the themes of our life and which theme is on the rise? where we are heading to? And hopefully,we are not trying to run out the surprise but want to be ensured that when the ending comes. </p> <p>Those question are so obvious, ain't they? Unfortunately, answers might be lots but the obvious ones? There is none. I must admit in the certain point of looking for guidance and courage at the cross road of life, even by being as stubborn as a mule, that I became somehow intrigued by people who had unearthed their true callings (or we might say they had convinced to accept the callings are what they were born for), or at least those who are willing to try (or may we say they were just being absolutely unscheduled and unorganized) </p> <p>However in the case of this meaning, it would be more likely to say with what Po Bronson wrote in his book--"nothing seems more brave than facing up to one's own identity, and filter out the chatter that tells us to be someone we are not". </p> <p>So then, still the question remains, what should I do with my life? </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/19/what-hits-my-life-4193231/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/19/what-hits-my-life-4193231/Mon, 19 May 2008 11:15:00 +0200 <p>Just few minutes after I finished my last article, I browsed hers and found this-- love and sex with robots, by David Levy. Indeed, it isn't a science fiction, but a science fact! </p> <p>It might be freaky, but makes us think of it, why not? </p> <p>If having relationship somehow means to fill the humans' needs and desires, then robots with high intelligence, even those are artificial, could be one of the multiple choices.<br> Apart from the old story about the argument of the morality of treating Robots, the newest controversial argument is now about that we, human beings, are heading inexorably towards a society where human affection and human desire are extended into psychological and physical relationships with robots. Again, human world had been inexorable already, having sex and extended relationship with robots seem just fine to us. </p> <p>However, based on Darwin's theory, wouldn't it be another biological challenge that we human beings have, to produce better species, the invulnerable ones. </p> <p>Dying for reading this. </p> <p>The author <a href="http://gizmodo.com/347233/love-and-sex-with-robots-author-on-colbert">http://gizmodo.com/347233/love-and-sex-with-robots-author-on-colbert</a></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/18/from-her-blogs-love-and-sex-with-robots-4189239/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/18/from-her-blogs-love-and-sex-with-robots-4189239/Sun, 18 May 2008 12:25:20 +0200 <p>A story around the two best friends, Kamryn Matika and Adele Brannon, and of course the ever sweetest girl--Tegan, Adele Brannon's accidental baby after a mistake sex with her best friend's finance--Nate. </p> <p>Sometimes life teaches me perfectly right lesson at the right time. I finished it recently, my best friend's girl, which was nice reading somehow. </p> <p>What would you do for the friend who broke your heart? I asked myself. "Nothing but take it"<br> Life shouldn't be that complicated, even at the age of 21 century. </p> <p> “All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another.” Anatole France said.<br> Having changes is more difficult than its appearance, so is entering to another life. </p> <p>What it comes, it goes. Till when, the fear of being betrayed will be gone? To what extend, when our renewed life will come? </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/18/my-best-friend-s-girl-4188697/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/18/my-best-friend-s-girl-4188697/Sun, 18 May 2008 10:10:49 +0200 <p>Since I've been here, everyone is curious about this girl who is of course from Taiwan but acting so much like someone from western world. Yes! the girl is me! </p> <p>I guess I would have to admit, been in England for yrs, something must changed me a lot. I hug people for greeting, kiss people on cheek. That's the way I was so used to be! I drank for fun, danced with guys at Saturday night, but the very only thing I would never act like an English is I DON'T SLEEP WITH RANDOM GUYS AFTER PARTY! However, Taiwanese guys seem never understand that, they took everything grounded, a girl from the libber countries as England, oh~she must be very easy to get on! Then you ask for unnatural hug from me, since you never have this kind of greeting habits, it's so obvious you guys just want to take some advantage of me and grab my ass for a bit while I hug you! How sick you are!! You guys took a bet on me to see who is the first one to get on me, then leak the information by gossip? But, that isn't juicy enough for you I guess, then you forge me a boyfriend!? May I know who is that lucky guy? </p> <p>Perhaps, being a Taiwanese, I did , and still do, be somehow too individual. I don't clique, and of course never belong to any group which seems every Taiwanese guys and girls would have to do. My life is my business, and it will always be. Why would I have to be one of groups and stir the crap about other people i other groups? Why would I waste my time gossip around? I have so much interesting things to do, books to read, places to go, maybe sometimes are alone, but does it really that matter? I am so sure it wouldn't bother me in any possible way! I just love sometime being alone, and enjoy my quiet life. "Who went out with who last night" this kinda gossip never interest me, "who has problems with who " which is either none of my business, not even mention "who is kicking out of whose group" this stupidest question I have ever heard. It is unbelievable! Why we got to trap ourselves' life within someone else'? it's pretty odd, isn't it? </p> <p>My people~ I am, after all, still one of you, not a foreigner.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/11/my-life-it-s-all-mine-4159305/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/11/my-life-it-s-all-mine-4159305/Sun, 11 May 2008 12:53:41 +0200 <p>Been thinking of re-blogging for months, to keep record my life of traveling around as well as my unbelievably massive thoughts. </p> <p>Who I am and where I am going to? The answer I am still looking for. </p> <p>This stop, I am in Japan, having hard time for short time, but being very happy. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/09/unknown-4151102/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://yushuo.blog.co.uk/2008/05/09/unknown-4151102/Fri, 09 May 2008 09:25:54 +0200